Everything to Nothing and Back I have the tendency to not know myself. I am very complex; I never know what I really believe. A few years ago, I would have said that I love singing and dancing, my friends are great, I love my school, and my family is happy and healthy. Now, my answer would be very different. Now, I understand pain. I know what bad things are and I know what it is like to lose the things you love the most. About three years ago, my father almost died. He broke his hip on the steering wheel and his head went through the windshield
OppositeRun through the roses,around the castle,and above the cloudswatch the hanging starsand the hovering moonlisten: the cricketsthe sound of the sun.Run through the thorns,hide in the cupboard,and slide under the bedignore the grinning shadowsand the smiling darklisten: the horrorthe sound of fear.
Lighthouse of WantI've focused only on one thing without even realizing itMy stubbornness has a reasonAnd I know it doesn't matter how much I dreamIt won't happen.For now all I can do is waitBut I just want someone to knowTo maybe comprehendOr tell my why I've been feeling this waySo now I'll send out a signalIt will be a flash in the darkMaybe someone will see itIf not.That's okay.I've been sending out signals all my life.And they always go unnoticed.I must be a damn good actress.